9:41 PM
Mohammad Herzallah
Lying…
A lot of you guys asked me to publish the new chapter of
this story; I got many requests from all of my readers asking about it.
Actually, I wrote the new chapter 2 or 3 months ago, but I
didn’t publish it due to some reasons that happened in the last few months, but
now and after your lovely nagging on me to publish it, and specially after the
very supportive call that I got from one of my readers in KSA telling me that
she is checking the blog from time to time looking for the new chapter, I’m
writing the new chapter to say thanks to all of you guys for the great support
you showed to me and for your unbelievable patience that you have waiting for
this post.
Well, let’s not make it too long and start the new chapter
of this story.
Last October I went to Dubai spending my Eid holiday with my
family and friends there, it was one of the weirdest trips I've ever lived.
Any holiday supposed to be full of fun, joy, love and
craziness since this is the purpose of any vacation, but mine was totally
different … definitely because of you my girl.
No one could think that even when I decided to forget you
and start my life looking forward to the next step in my life, you will be the
opening conversation between me and my friend there.
After more than 2 years I met the old friends, we haven’t
seen each other since we got graduated from the university as each one of us
started his/her professional life in different country, because of this we’re
no longer meet each other as we can’t take our vacations at the same period,
however, finally I got the chance to go Dubai to see my BFF, hanging out all
the day long talking about useless thing in our life just like the old days.
One day, he called me telling me that he will pass by to
pick me up for a dinner and then to spend the rest of the night with each
other, we went to a very nice restaurant called “Tony Romas” in Al Sheikh Zaiyd
Road, after that we drove to the “Blue Bar” in Novotel hotel, the environment
that night was wonderful, I was enjoying my time with the old friend until he
asked his question, I heard the question just like anyone hears very hard news.
He asked me about my previous blog post (click here to read it), he said what is the story about the following / unfollowing thing that
happened with me and how it had happened?!
Do you know what kind of grief I felt when I heard the
question?
Do you know what kind of pain you let me feel in?
How will you know?
The feeling of being guilty and you have to prove them that
you are lying, you are not stalking her, you are not trying to draw her attention
or anyone else.
She is not the victim, she is the professional slowly
killer, yes, you killed me twice, the first one when you disappeared without
any word, and today when I had to tell my friends that I didn’t lie, I have the
emails in my inbox if you are interested.
He said: one day I talked to her on BBM –between, he is a
mutual friend - and somehow we mentioned that blog post (Follow/Unfollow), as
per my friend she said two different stories;
Briefly:
The first one, “she said I didn’t follow him and this is not
true (means I’m liar)”!
The second one, “she said I followed him by MISTAKE”!
Huh!!!!
What are you trying to say exactly??
You are social media expert, aren't you?
The notifications emails send upon any transactions on
Facebook/ Twitter etc…
But I’m not too mean to share such things with anyone, but
you forced me to say such silly words to tell the whole world that I didn’t lie
to anyone of you and my story is not imaginary or fiction novel on my mind that
I created to get your pity or kindness.
Actually I don’t care about the reason behind your follow,
but I want you to know that I never lied to you and I will never do it now
after this long time, but to say bullshit on me or tell fake stories I won’t
accept it at all.
Finally, I beg you as an old friend to not fall down of my
eyes or anyone else eyes because of your freaking mind and your weird thinking
way.
Thanks a lot for reading and enjoy the below song: