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Tuesday, August 6, 2013

Story of My Life

Story of My Life

I have chance to see her!! This is my first chance that comes to me since we left each other…

Well, tomorrow she will be in her company’s event as I knew form the shit Facebook, (I don’t stalk her, and she is not on my FB friends list) they have announced about their event on their FB page.
I will not lie to you or even hide it, directly I opened the event on Facebook to check out the date, time and the venue, to know if they will be suitable to me and to know if it will be during my residence in Amman or Riyadh, the best thing that the event is scheduled to be from 4th to 5th of Aug., wow the chance is not ready yet as I will be in Riyadh during this period, but after few hours they have extended it to 6th of Aug … (on my the first day in Jordan).

As usual and without any introduction, my heart starts to affect my mind and push on it to go.
To be honest I do want to go there to see her, talk to her, enjoying her smile and her curly hair, she knows that I do like her curly hair, for the moment I thought to go there and catch her from her hand and kidnap her from the event just like movies, put her in my car drive and drive while listening to her favorite band (Skillet) performing Comatose the first song from her to me, playing with her amazing hair and enjoying her smile, but if she sees me after the whole long time what her reaction is going to be ?
With all of my hopes to see her again and exactly at this time that I need her again in my life, I don’t want to make her gloomy if I went there and did any uncontrollable thing that makes her feel embarrassed at any moment of her life because of me and to not break her lovely image in front of her colleagues.

But at the other hand, she could be proud to have such a great surprise in this time, and to show her friends how much I miss her and ready to do anything for her.

Seriously, I don’t know what shall I do in this, shall I go, or let this chance go away? But if I left this chance no one knows when the second chance could be and then we will meet like we have never met before or we will see each other like somebody that I used to know.

To not make it long, I'm going to stop here, and in my next post you will know if I met her or not.

Thank You.
Mohammad Herzallah

Friday, April 19, 2013

Just Seeing Your Name Made Me Full Of Hope

Just Seeing Your Name Made Me Full Of Hope

I have no words to start this post with, I thought and thought about any quote that might help me or inspire me to write it, but I found that I'm already inspired by you my girl, I mean by your email.

My Lovely Girl…
I opened my email -personal Email- this morning and I found the greatest reason that could inspire me to write again a great post for such a great girl, and one more reason that forced me to write it is that I heard your beloved song on the TV at the same time, (I Need A Doctor)…  ITS ALL FOR YOU.

I don’t use this email usually to communicate with friends or any other fields like submitting a CV or sth. I use this email only for my Twitter and Facebook accounts as such networks keep sending emails on each transaction on the network and this would be annoying for me in somehow!

I will not lie to you darling, the first thing I did is typing your name in the search bar to call the last tweet from you to me and suddenly I received the best email in the whole life from Twitter, honestly, I was so happy with this email more than the one I got from my company in which telling me that I will be transferred to KSA branch and accordingly my life is gonna be nice and I will be happy with the new step in my life.

I was expecting to see the last email from you in 2011, but that the latest email was in late late 2012 telling me that your girl is here again and she is following you on twitter, plainly I was shocked from this email.

·         Does she follow me again or it’s a fake email, ohhh common it's been sent from twitter man!!
·         Why does she come back again?
·         What was she thinking about?
·         Has she faced a problem and she wants me to help her?

All of these questions and more were running in my mind ..
But again I tried to push myself that she is ok and she having very happy life, also I tried to convince myself that she have done this by mistake but I know her, she will never do such a thing by mistake.

My Girl,
I just want you to know that your email made my day and  gave me great feelings and let me felt a feelings that I didn't since we were together, it’s a wonderfully sign from God telling me that I'm still on your mind and you think about me from time to time as I do.

Sweetheart you know that you’re my girl and you will always be, I will keep this love alive in my heart, soul and mind…

Thank You.. 

Mohammad Herzallah.

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